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ok. real blogging now.

i have been schooling the whole week straight!

no holidays or going to take mc and stuff 🙂

just plain old me dragging me ass to school.

ok so like today the new ezlink card system thing came up and it was so damn annoying i tell you.

from 750am people were like so desperate to tap their cards causing a mob kind of scene at the gate there.

me and cam were like sliding ourselves to tap our cards and quickly rush off to the hall.

can we get rid of that stupid thing please? i cant even tell whether they read my card or not!

knncb. ok. done.

had econs today and for once i wish it was mr pillai teaching. i couldnt understand what the trainee teacher was talking about. sad eh.

GP= brain switched off.

i felt like some dog just merely copying away what was on the board but in my mind was like *cricket sounds*

so during HT period we went to hall and had leadership talk! and i learnt new stuff like:

  • im a right brainer.
  • im creative? lol
  • my husband will rule over me in the future (wtf =.=)
  • my MOTHER IN LAW will rule over me in the future (dont want get married huhu 😦 )

yerp thats it.

after school met baby for lunch and we went on dutch! hahax its been awhile but i enjoyed it and loved every moment spent. and we actually spent time in the library *cause the weather effing hot* and we decided on financial stuff as well *chey!*

thank god its friday. i am excited for jelita marathon tonight!


ganteng banget!

dirly dave sompie aka mr dreamy 🙂

~wishful thinking~

“Friendships are different from all other relationships. Unlike acquaintanceship, friendship is based on love. Unlike lovers and married couples, it is free of jealousy. Unlike children and parents, it knows neither criticism nor resentment. Friendship has no status in law. Business partnerships are based on a contract. So is marriage. Parents are bound by the law. But friendships are freely entered into, freely given, freely exercised.”

i miss you RESHA love. please talk to me soon.

Real love is identifiable by the way it makes us feel. Love should feel good. There is a peaceful quality to an authentic experience of love that penetrates to our core, touching a part of ourselves that has always been there. True love activates this inner being, filling us with warmth and light. An authentic experience of love does not ask us to look a certain way, drive a certain car, or have a certain job. It takes us as we are, no changes required.

When people truly love us, their love for us awakens our love for ourselves. They remind us that what we seek outside of ourselves is a mirror image of the lover within. In this way, true love never makes us feel needy or lacking or anxious. Instead, true love empowers us with its implicit message that we are, always have been, and always will be, made of love.

k shut up im happy ok!

memoirs of love

how long has it been, weeks?

due to the fact that my handphone does not have wifi- boo!

so far the week has been filled with fun and one year has passed since i fell in love with you.

the feeling of that was indescribable.

but something, somehow is playing mindgames with me.

the thought of forever becomes a burning question. the matters of the heart takes place.

like how do i handle the next heartbreak? i never pictured myself living a day without you. in constant dilemma.

school has finally started for you, but has history repeated itself already? or is paranoia taking over my soul.

but if it wasnt meant to be, i ask myself, was everything worth it?

sacrifices made. only to be seen crashing down like the waves on the bedrocks.

i shall seek for solace before it all ends. not the world, though you are my world.

till then i shall continue to love you whilst expecting death to come by and take me away. for without you i have no sense of breathing, no sense of living, no sense of myself.

shall blog again soon.